Desire

Platonic Desire

Heart racing

Slotting into your arms on the couch as if I belong there

Talking about crushes while making out, looking into your eyes without a single romantic feeling passing between us

Thinking about you all week

Counting the days until I see you again

Soulmates, heartmates, mindmates

Gifts and drawings and messages and thoughts

Promises of family, a sense of belonging

Sharing a house, sharing a space, sharing myself

Holding hands while walking down the promenade, refreshed by the sea air, and your presence

Letting myself be engulfed by the butterflies in my lungs